day one of the rest of your life
yeah, it feels like today was day one of the rest of my life. nothing big or anything….
for my interview this morning at The National Archives of New York, unfortunately their building has what i suspect was continuing problems from Super Storm Sandy, so they had no power. i didn’t have a chance to have my interview to volunteer, which was frustrating. hope to reschedule soon.
i am also intrigued to see their new space. saw a picture of the new facility on Facebook and am intrigued.
first day jitters at the CUNY Graduate Center Library. first day, which was only a few hours.
i think the whole idea of if i am stressed or scared about something, well that means i am invested, and it matters — this makes sense. but my nerves are pretty shot.
the blogging thing is complicated by the fact that i want to maintain this blog, it might be possible to do an official CUNY blog, and i sort of want to do the separate internship blog like i did last time. it was very helpful when i wanted to use it for motivation, as a process blog. so i may need to retroactively blog once that is worked out. hopefully.
while all of this stuff is happening, i feel like cut glass, shattered, with holes, still holding up, but definite fissures and stresses.